Category: BinYamin Gulzar

BinYamin Gulzar

I am so lost in the lost road , I chose this on my own ,I emptied all that I had ,All that I have left within ,is emptiness – a void that refuses to fill.How can I be alone in a room ,filled with a million souls ? How can I stay hungry after feeding hundreds of homes ? How ? Is this the pain of letting go and raising towards transcendence – Where I leave all my worldly pleasures and seek union with the One ?-Or is it a bout of lucidity , that I am all by myself , carrying on ,paying for the sins of others and living “BUT” for myself….-an everyday stagmata where the pain is so numb, that the the body ceases to exist ?

BinYamin Gulzar

Sitting alone in the alley of dark submissive loneliness.Retrospecting on the things that were left unsaid , only if they weren’t ! The monsters within my head grow stronger everyday ,Fighting them everyday , I wonder , does it make me an unsung hero , no one knows about ! ? May be I will die like a unknown martyer within my own hallucinations Or may be perhaps I may be a sacrificial lamb .Happiness is but a dream I cherish most , I need peace , I have none .Set me free , I have been broken I want to breath ., my last ! I want to be free at last !

BinYamin Gulzar

Sitting alone in the alley of dark submissive loneliness.Retrospecting on the things that were left unsaid , only if they weren’t ! The monsters within my head grow stronger everyday ,Fighting them everyday , I wonder , does it make me an unsung hero , no one knows about ! ? May be I will die like a unknown martyer within my own hallucinations Or may be perhaps I may be a sacrificial lamb .Happiness is but a dream I cherish most , I need peace , I have none .Set me free , I have been broken I want to breath ., my last ! I want to be free at last !