Tag: belief, doubt, faith, falling-away, god, poem, poetry, spirituality, unknowing

I hear talk of that slippery slope, and my heart catches for a beat. But there is the musky truth I’m standing in that I can’t deny, and it tastes of so much holy. That old way, the narrow line, I see now that was a slippery, saccharine surface where my soul could gain no purchase. For the first time, my feet feel sure beneath me, and that sense is twining its way up from my ankles, racing toward my knees, my thighs, my secret places, my heart. It’s in my blood now, and I can’t deny it. I can’t deny it. I open my eyes, because I could see even through my clutched-closed lids that the darkness is light, that the blindness has given way to searing vision. I can’t deny it.

I hear talk of that slippery slope, and my heart catches for a beat. But there is the musky truth I’m standing in that I can’t deny, and it tastes of so much holy. That old way, the narrow line, I see now that was a slippery, saccharine surface where my soul could gain no purchase. For the first time, my feet feel sure beneath me, and that sense is twining its way up from my ankles, racing toward my knees, my thighs, my secret places, my heart. It’s in my blood now, and I can’t deny it. I can’t deny it. I open my eyes, because I could see even through my clutched-closed lids that the darkness is light, that the blindness has given way to searing vision. I can’t deny it.