Tag: desires, fantasy, fears, future, i-want-to-know-you, impossible, impossible-future, know, known, love, love-warps-the-mind-a-little, nostalgia, queer, shaped-my-life, want, what-can-never-be

It wasn’t that I wanted to know her now. I wanted to have already known her. I wanted her fears and her desires to have shaped my life. I know this is not love, of course. What it is is a queer feeling of nostalgia for an impossible future, for what can never be. That’s fantasy. Love is different.

It wasn’t that I wanted to know her now. I wanted to have already known her. I wanted her fears and her desires to have shaped my life. I know this is not love, of course. What it is is a queer feeling of nostalgia for an impossible future, for what can never be. That’s fantasy. Love is different.